| Pathetic Bitch |
[29 Jul 2009|07:53pm] |
That's you. You're a pathetic, selfish bitch. I 'took you in' (which sounds so pretentious, but you had nowhere to go, so that's exactly what it was), gave you a place to live, rent-free because I love and care for you. I saw the unhappiness there, and wanted to save you, just like I would hope someone would save me, should I ever come to the same point. But the truth is, you would NEVER do the same thing for me. So many times you've made selfish statements. I know you're out to put yourself out there in the world, and it's you before everyone else, but for you, it's always JUST you. If you make someone else unhappy, then you couldn't care less. As long as you're happy.
You say you can't afford to pay rent, or pick up extra utilities. BULLSHIT. If you spent less money on COFFEE, and bike SHIT, then maybe you could afford to contribute some. Eric and I are paying half rent EACH and you give NOTHING. You even make 'shopping lists' and talk about how many clothes you want. PATHETIC. Do these things matter more than helping friends out? You talk about saving money to move and to get a car. You could easily take the bus, and instead of saving to move, you should be helping pay for WHERE YOU LIVE NOW. You even get pissy when I ask you politely to do your own dishes.
GET OVER YOURSELF. I used to think so much of you. The more I know about you, the more I think you're PATHETIC. You say you're done with Bryan, but you crawl after him every time he calls to you. PATHETIC. You look up to your brother, who is a selfish, self-righteous PRICK who treats you like shit, and puts himself above his family's happiness. Yet you look up to him like he's god, and all of his ideas are the Bible. PATHETIC.
I love you, but right now, I hate you.
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| So Today is a Bad Day |
[14 Nov 2007|08:39am] |
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Today Paul and I broke up... Well... he broke up with me... It sucks... but oh well...
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| Love |
[23 Oct 2007|09:59pm] |
I think very few people really understand the concept of LOVE. LOVE is something that changes your life so completely that you can't go back to living the way you did before you experienced it. LOVE is something warm, hot, burning inside you. LOVE is the most beautiful emotion that a person can ever experience. It wakes you up in the middle of the night with an overwhelming need to be near the ones you LOVE. It's an emotion that's so deep that you feel like you would die if it ended and at the same time, it scares you to the point that you WANT it to end. LOVE means being willing to walk across a desert to be with someone. LOVE means being willing to give your life to protect theirs. LOVE is AMAZING.
It's something everyone should be able to experience.
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| Yay... just a thought... |
[07 Jul 2007|02:59am] |
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Why do people feel the need to start problems with other people? Isn't there enough emotional anguish in the world? Why would anyone want to make someone miserable. Why do we always remember the negative events in our lives more clearly than we do the positive? Why can't nations come together whenever the need arises, instead of only when it cannot be avoided? Why is there so much HATE in the world?
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| I'm not gonna forget this one! |
[01 Feb 2007|12:02am] |
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Sarcastic and a bit Confused |
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So far, I've succeeded in forgetting the last three livejournal accounts that I've created.... Way to go me... Now, if I could only find the time to actually make my page look pretty...
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